More and more each day, the kittens (yes, the kittens, again) grow and gain greater independence from Puff. This is all normal, expected, and desired. However, I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown watching these small vulnerable kittens take on the harsh dangerous world. Nothing stops them; no gate is too tall; and no one, especially me, possesses the agility and speed necessary to catch and contain their fearless spirit.
For the past 6 1/2 weeks, these tiny creatures have challenged each and every attempt made for the purpose of "keeping them safe". The reality is they are outside cats; and in order for them to develop their innate survival skills, they must stretch their reach beyond the four walls that they're apparently outgrowing.
The problem belongs to me, this I know for sure. My inability to let them go and experience what may, keeps them bound in ways that are neither healthy nor natural.
What to do! Do I open up the barn and allow? Do I keep creating bigger and stronger barriers? Is it more beneficial for a kitten to experience the world when his curiosity calls? Or is it better (safer) for him to wait until I'm ready?
Of course I know the answer to these questions. I must honor, respect, and trust the process. Even if that means....
The Well: A source of water, nourishment, life. The Well: Those who live in-ease rather than dis-ease. The Well: That which we strive to be.
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